Saturday, May 7, 2011

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Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I Stiil Have No Idea

you wore denim pants with holes in them and played in a band. i spent night after night looking at you through the crowd feeling worse and worse because you never noticed me. you were high and low in the room, mingling, laughing, smoking, flirting, and i was always on the side trying my best to catch every glimpse i could of you without you noticing

often i would sit outside for a while when the nervousness got to me, and one night you came out and sat down, you asked if i was ok, and it made me so nervous i couldn't even answer, i just started walking away from you, but you followed me asking again and again and finally i blurted out that i couldn't even talk to you right now because you are too much. too much smiles and looks and lips

you touched my hair and then my shoulder, and we started walking towards the beach, i didn't say much but you kept telling me about your family, about music you liked and your night so far, and i could hardly hear anything you said because i was too afraid of making a fool out of myself

and all i could really hear was the sound of your feet against the asphalt, the rocks and then the sand beneath us. we sat on the grass and none of us said a word, you touched my face. i was trembling. i wanted to kiss you so badly, but didn't dare. you told me i was pretty, that i made you nervous. i didn't believe a word you said. the energy in and around us was almost surreal. it knocked me over

i said i wanted to swim and you looked a little scared and that calmed me down a bit. you followed and soon we were in with water to our waists and you were so cold i could see your goosebumps, but you smiled anyway and we just stood there, and stared at each other for what felt like a century

and that was it

i still have no idea what that meant

A Text Message From You





I've got the worst birthday of my life this year. The best birthday present was just a text message from you, wishing me a happy birthday. I've no idea why. It's just a birthday wish but it makes my day receiving it.

My friends did nothing to celebrate my birthday for me. Not even a gift. I wonder if they're still my friends. A part of me tells me to let go and i should never mind if i get a gift or not. The other part of me tells me that i should in return receive somethign since i've done so much for them. Not even a birthday song or wish personally. The wishes are all done via Facebook or text messages. I don't want to let them know that actually i care so much. So i've been bottling all these up. My mum thought my friends were going to celebrate my birthday for me so i had none of those celebration at home.

It's now a month after a birthday and i have not received any gifts or surprises yet. Really disappointing.

As of you, I really want to share my thoughts with you but you haven't been texting me after the wish. I feel you've already moved on but I'm still standing here, waiting for you to come back to me. My heart dropped when your twitter says 'having a little crush lately :)' I know i should move on but i really just can't.

Still, i really thank you from the bottom of my heart to send me that text, that at least made my day although i did not have a great birthday. Also, alll the best with you and your new crush. Maybe.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Lovely Love Thoughts !

We love ourselves even after doing many mistakes.
Then how can we hate others for their one mistake.
Think before you hate someone or hate yourself.

~ Unknown.

Love doesn't start in morning and end in evening.
It starts when you don't need it and ends when you need it most.

~ Unknown.


Being single is cool.
No worrying about anyone,..
no obligations,..
and best of all,no heartaches.
But you know what?
If you will never get your heart broken,
you will never learn to fall in love.

~ Unknown.


If your head tells you one thing,
and your heart tells you another,
before you do anything,
you should first decide
whether you have
a better head or a better heart.

~ Unknown.

True Love Thoughts !

 
 
We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love.

~Tom Robbins.


You really shouldn't say "I love you" unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot.
People forget.

~ Unknown, attributed to an 8-year-old named Jessica


So dear I love him, that with him all deaths I could endure, without him live no life.

~John Milton.


Some say that true love is a mirage; seek it anyway, for all else is surely desert.

~Robert Brault.


Lust fades, so you'd better be with someone who can stand you.

~Alan Zweibel and Jessie Nelson, The Story of Us

Monday, October 11, 2010

Love Bites

To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.
~ by Bertrand Russell
Love means never having to say you're sorry.
~ by Erich Segal
True love never lives happily ever after - true love has no ending.
~ K. Knight
Love is a game that two can play and both win.
~ Eva Gabor
The best proof of love is trust.
~ by Joyce Brothers
Love is the flower of life, and blossoms unexpectedly and without law, and must be plucked where it is found, and enjoyed for the brief hour of its duration.
~ by D.H.Lawrence
If you judge people, you have no time to love them.
~ by Mother Theresa
Life in abundance comes only through great love.
~ by Elbert GreenHubbard
Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love, because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall.
To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this.
I only thought about you once today.. I never stopped.
I think I would rather possess eyes that know no sight, ears that know no sound, hands that know no touch than a heart that knows no love.
To handle yourself, use your head, to handle others, use your heart.
Love is like an hourglass
With the heart filling up
As the brain empties
~ by Jules Renard
My heart to you is given:
Oh, do give yours to me;
We'll lock them up together,
And throw away the key.
~ by Frederick Saunders
Love is not a matter of what happens in life. It's a matter of what's happening in your heart.
~ by Ken Keyes
Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love.
~ by Erich Fromm
Life is the flower of which love is the honey.
~ by Jean Baptiste Alphonse Karr
Love is always open arms. If you close your arms about love you will find that you are left holding only yourself.
~ by Leo Buscaglia
Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense.

 
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